O levels were over ...................................................................................................................................quite a while ago. I've been very happy for quite a few days. Talking about this end-of-four-years-in-school examination; To overly under demanding.

My mum has a gift- irritating me. And a constant-PMS. She's slurping her green bean or whatever bean soup adjacent. Unfortunately for the unfortunate me, I can't request for her to go somewhere else because, not to forget, her PMS. Oh, she also commands me to get my notes packed& disappeared from the uh, floor/ground/tiles by Saturday(which is in 2 days time). Other than that she's fine.  Perfectally fine.

I watched A very long engagement recently. It apparently is, a very long show. & I apparently was not captured by the very long movie & dosed off halfway. I didn't know it was M18 until the middle of the movie, serious. Anyway, it's not as if kids these days aren't mentally polluted. What is the media doing?

Another show I watched yesterday, it's a korean drama. This girl, let's call her EL. So, EL's dad died when she was still naive. (This is quite sad, I mean your dad died). Her mother remarried. She gained a stepfather& brother. Her stepbrother & her fell in love when she was 18 & he, 20. She wanted to leave to I forgot where because she found this love thing quite wrong. (As a matter of fact, I find it okay. They've 0% blood relationship) He ran away because she refused to admit pubilcally that she loves him or something like that. She regretted it like crap. They never saw each other again.

Two/three(memory enhanced) years later; EL was working in some hotel as a maid? You know, the one that responds to room service. Okay, so, he became some bigtime ganster chief. Oh, before they seperated, he promised to protect her forever. Yeah, he kept her promise, duh. He couldn't meet  her or have any relationship with her because, after all he's a ganster, gansters can't have anyone they love - for safety reasons. After a while, he realises that he parents died two years ago (she doesn't know it yet).  He doesn't want EL to receive the news. In the end, she still knew about it. It's a sooner or later thing.

Okay so, in the end, both of them got involved in a traffic accident. EL woke up quite a long while later only to realise that her brother/lover donated his heart to her & is obviously, dead.

To cut it short, EL's parents, step parent, brother and lover died before she was 22/23? So tragic. The title should be 'What do you do when everybody dies'.

This was on someone's msn personal message:
I've never had a friendster, nor will I have a facebook and there's nothing you can do about it. (Maybe that's why I have so few friends and no face)

HAHAHA I agree, WHOLEHEARTEDLY.
Virtual friends are off. This is not to be borne. Although I have a friendster which I left stagnant since forever. I can't remember the password. I created friendster because of May. (that was totally desperate) And the first and the last person I added was her. The rest self-invite.

I'm running a temperature. As usual, the always. Coherent, consecutive. Resounding. This isn't too good. You bend your head a little, man, headache. Cold inside, hot outside(that's so cool). So damn lethargic, but uh, can't sleep. The eyes, burning windows. It's great, feeling warm sometimes. Gives you the hint -you're warm blooded. I got a C for chinese. That's sad. Disappointing. I worked hard for half a year & I screwed up that one hour. Yes, hard work pays. Pays what? Self-satisfaction. &the results come, cruch them all. Is this your destination? It's not how you get there. It's where you arrive. I've no confidence in the late jan/early feb results. 0%. No confidence of getting a single digit. Even a 10, no. I am so pathetic. Then occasionally I self-intrude. I must be strong & all the bloody walls of sand. I'll anticipate the announcing of results. See how I crumble.

I apologise for the bad organisation.